Advice To My Past Self

This morning, I was talking to a friend with a son who is a senior in high school. Like every senior, heโ€™s weighing out his options: two-year versus four-year college, military, and future career. Like many seniors, he isnโ€™t sure what to do. โ€œHeโ€™s got time,โ€ I said. โ€œIโ€™m just now doing what I want… Continue reading Advice To My Past Self

I, Judas

Like driving nails through his wrists,I choose sand in place of air.I betrayed him with a kiss. Trapped in a squallโ€™s dark abyss,Where my silver is my prayer;Like driving nails through his wrists. I stab and bleed, perfectionist,Which fades away when I compare;ย I betrayed him with a kiss. Unloving thorns crown innocence,Red life dripping off… Continue reading I, Judas

The Day I Decided I Was Done With โ€˜Mediocreโ€™

My first and only backpacking trip as a Boy Scout was a certified disaster. Despite weeks of planning and a pack shakedown the night before the trip, where leaders went through and removed all the unnecessary stuff from our packs, I still had too much crap in my pack. Part of that was thanks to… Continue reading The Day I Decided I Was Done With โ€˜Mediocreโ€™

Evangelical Feast Days

December 13 is Taylor Swiftโ€™s birthday. I hate that I know that. Last year on December 13, I noticed a disturbing trend: evangelical pastors and professors simping for Tay Tay. On the surface, that almost seems understandable. Swift has made a global impact and changed the music industry. Swift has been on the same tier… Continue reading Evangelical Feast Days

Sent: Missional Reflections for Advent, Christmas, and Epiphany

Cover art by Caleb J. Saenz Iโ€™m a man of tradition. I went to Texas A&M, and they have made a whole cult out of tradition. It makes me feel secure that I have the context of history behind me. If someone figured it out once, why reinvent the wheel? If such and such process… Continue reading Sent: Missional Reflections for Advent, Christmas, and Epiphany

Hesed When It Doesnโ€™t Feel Like It

The book of Nehemiah is a manual for those living in exile to contend for the future. As Godโ€™s people, we cannot do that without his hesed. Hesed is one of those tricky Hebrew words that have no direct equivalent in English. We translate it variously as โ€œunfailing love, loyal love, devotion, kindness, often based… Continue reading Hesed When It Doesnโ€™t Feel Like It

The Sleeping Church

I named my blog "Awake! Put on strength!" because I wanted to challenge others as I also challenged myself. For years I had been asleep, then Jesus changed my life and I started following him. The calling of my life is to know Jesus and help others know Jesus. I write to wake myself up… Continue reading The Sleeping Church

To the One Who Conquers

ยฉ Dario Bajurin/stock.adobe.com, and liberated from https://www.britannica.com/place/Pergamum To conquer:1: to gain or acquire by force of arms: subjugate (ex. conquer territory)2: to overcome by force of arms: vanquish (ex. conquered the enemy)3: to gain mastery over or win by overcoming obstacles or opposition (ex. conquered the mountain)4: to overcome by mental or moral power: surmount… Continue reading To the One Who Conquers

The Ephesus Dilemma: Fighting Well Without Losing Love

If The Well Community Church were to receive a letter from the Lord, I believe it would resemble the one addressed to the church in Ephesus in Revelation 2:1โ€“7. We care deeply about sound doctrine and contending for the faith, but this sometimes leads us toward hardness rather than softness. A member once mentioned visiting… Continue reading The Ephesus Dilemma: Fighting Well Without Losing Love