This morning, I was talking to a friend with a son who is a senior in high school. Like every senior, heโs weighing out his options: two-year versus four-year college, military, and future career. Like many seniors, he isnโt sure what to do. โHeโs got time,โ I said. โIโm just now doing what I want… Continue reading Advice To My Past Self
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Jump All In: The Cold Water Won’t Kill You (But Hesitation Might)
I knew after two weeks of dating Amanda that I wanted to marry her. Not the casual โshe seems nice" kind of wanting, but the all-consuming, no-turning-back certainty that changes everything. To be fair, I had already known her for 4-5 years at that point, and she is a really good cook (a key selling… Continue reading Jump All In: The Cold Water Won’t Kill You (But Hesitation Might)
I, Judas
Like driving nails through his wrists,I choose sand in place of air.I betrayed him with a kiss. Trapped in a squallโs dark abyss,Where my silver is my prayer;Like driving nails through his wrists. I stab and bleed, perfectionist,Which fades away when I compare;ย I betrayed him with a kiss. Unloving thorns crown innocence,Red life dripping off… Continue reading I, Judas
The Day I Decided I Was Done With โMediocreโ
My first and only backpacking trip as a Boy Scout was a certified disaster. Despite weeks of planning and a pack shakedown the night before the trip, where leaders went through and removed all the unnecessary stuff from our packs, I still had too much crap in my pack. Part of that was thanks to… Continue reading The Day I Decided I Was Done With โMediocreโ
Cowboy Up: The Rodeo Work Ethic
It was a cold night, and the pipes froze in your trailer. No coffee, no toilet. Even though youโre making 19,000-step days and working long before the sun rises and long after it sets, you still claw your way out of your bunk, walk through the sub-freezing temps, and hit the gym. Even though you… Continue reading Cowboy Up: The Rodeo Work Ethic
The Great Work: Refuse to Come Down
Anything that keeps you from pursuing the will of God is not just a distractionโit is an assault from Hell designed to derail your soul. Notice I did not say โkeeps you from pursuing your dreamsโ or โkeeps you from living your truth.โ Thatโs because, despite our tendency to be self-absorbed and entitled, life isnโt… Continue reading The Great Work: Refuse to Come Down
Fear the Lord, Not the Enemy: Wisdom from Nehemiah
Edinburgh Castle in Edinburgh, Scotland. Taken by the author in 2013. The more I read Nehemiah, the more I am struck by his wise leadership. He knows what he is about, he knows the work that needs to get done, and ainโt nobody gonna stop him from rebuilding the walls of Jerusalem. And he did… Continue reading Fear the Lord, Not the Enemy: Wisdom from Nehemiah
Sent: Missional Reflections for Advent, Christmas, and Epiphany
Cover art by Caleb J. Saenz Iโm a man of tradition. I went to Texas A&M, and they have made a whole cult out of tradition. It makes me feel secure that I have the context of history behind me. If someone figured it out once, why reinvent the wheel? If such and such process… Continue reading Sent: Missional Reflections for Advent, Christmas, and Epiphany
Hesed When It Doesnโt Feel Like It
The book of Nehemiah is a manual for those living in exile to contend for the future. As Godโs people, we cannot do that without his hesed. Hesed is one of those tricky Hebrew words that have no direct equivalent in English. We translate it variously as โunfailing love, loyal love, devotion, kindness, often based… Continue reading Hesed When It Doesnโt Feel Like It
The Sleeping Church
I named my blog "Awake! Put on strength!" because I wanted to challenge others as I also challenged myself. For years I had been asleep, then Jesus changed my life and I started following him. The calling of my life is to know Jesus and help others know Jesus. I write to wake myself up… Continue reading The Sleeping Church








