Advice To My Past Self

This morning, I was talking to a friend with a son who is a senior in high school. Like every senior, heโ€™s weighing out his options: two-year versus four-year college, military, and future career. Like many seniors, he isnโ€™t sure what to do. โ€œHeโ€™s got time,โ€ I said. โ€œIโ€™m just now doing what I want… Continue reading Advice To My Past Self

Jump All In: The Cold Water Won’t Kill You (But Hesitation Might)

I knew after two weeks of dating Amanda that I wanted to marry her. Not the casual โ€œshe seems nice" kind of wanting, but the all-consuming, no-turning-back certainty that changes everything. To be fair, I had already known her for 4-5 years at that point, and she is a really good cook (a key selling… Continue reading Jump All In: The Cold Water Won’t Kill You (But Hesitation Might)

I, Judas

Like driving nails through his wrists,I choose sand in place of air.I betrayed him with a kiss. Trapped in a squallโ€™s dark abyss,Where my silver is my prayer;Like driving nails through his wrists. I stab and bleed, perfectionist,Which fades away when I compare;ย I betrayed him with a kiss. Unloving thorns crown innocence,Red life dripping off… Continue reading I, Judas

The Day I Decided I Was Done With โ€˜Mediocreโ€™

My first and only backpacking trip as a Boy Scout was a certified disaster. Despite weeks of planning and a pack shakedown the night before the trip, where leaders went through and removed all the unnecessary stuff from our packs, I still had too much crap in my pack. Part of that was thanks to… Continue reading The Day I Decided I Was Done With โ€˜Mediocreโ€™

Cowboy Up: The Rodeo Work Ethic

It was a cold night, and the pipes froze in your trailer. No coffee, no toilet. Even though youโ€™re making 19,000-step days and working long before the sun rises and long after it sets, you still claw your way out of your bunk, walk through the sub-freezing temps, and hit the gym. Even though you… Continue reading Cowboy Up: The Rodeo Work Ethic

The Great Work: Refuse to Come Down

Anything that keeps you from pursuing the will of God is not just a distractionโ€”it is an assault from Hell designed to derail your soul. Notice I did not say โ€œkeeps you from pursuing your dreamsโ€ or โ€œkeeps you from living your truth.โ€ Thatโ€™s because, despite our tendency to be self-absorbed and entitled, life isnโ€™t… Continue reading The Great Work: Refuse to Come Down

Sent: Missional Reflections for Advent, Christmas, and Epiphany

Cover art by Caleb J. Saenz Iโ€™m a man of tradition. I went to Texas A&M, and they have made a whole cult out of tradition. It makes me feel secure that I have the context of history behind me. If someone figured it out once, why reinvent the wheel? If such and such process… Continue reading Sent: Missional Reflections for Advent, Christmas, and Epiphany

Hesed When It Doesnโ€™t Feel Like It

The book of Nehemiah is a manual for those living in exile to contend for the future. As Godโ€™s people, we cannot do that without his hesed. Hesed is one of those tricky Hebrew words that have no direct equivalent in English. We translate it variously as โ€œunfailing love, loyal love, devotion, kindness, often based… Continue reading Hesed When It Doesnโ€™t Feel Like It

The Sleeping Church

I named my blog "Awake! Put on strength!" because I wanted to challenge others as I also challenged myself. For years I had been asleep, then Jesus changed my life and I started following him. The calling of my life is to know Jesus and help others know Jesus. I write to wake myself up… Continue reading The Sleeping Church