The Day I Decided I Was Done With โ€˜Mediocreโ€™

My first and only backpacking trip as a Boy Scout was a certified disaster. Despite weeks of planning and a pack shakedown the night before the trip, where leaders went through and removed all the unnecessary stuff from our packs, I still had too much crap in my pack. Part of that was thanks to… Continue reading The Day I Decided I Was Done With โ€˜Mediocreโ€™

Cowboy Up: The Rodeo Work Ethic

It was a cold night, and the pipes froze in your trailer. No coffee, no toilet. Even though youโ€™re making 19,000-step days and working long before the sun rises and long after it sets, you still claw your way out of your bunk, walk through the sub-freezing temps, and hit the gym. Even though you… Continue reading Cowboy Up: The Rodeo Work Ethic

The Great Work: Refuse to Come Down

Anything that keeps you from pursuing the will of God is not just a distractionโ€”it is an assault from Hell designed to derail your soul. Notice I did not say โ€œkeeps you from pursuing your dreamsโ€ or โ€œkeeps you from living your truth.โ€ Thatโ€™s because, despite our tendency to be self-absorbed and entitled, life isnโ€™t… Continue reading The Great Work: Refuse to Come Down

Deep Joy: Echoes of Eden

Have you ever had a moment that seemed to transcend your current reality and circumstances and filled you up with so much weighty joy? The kind that if you try to recreate it when it's gone, like a junkie chasing a high, or that second bite of cake never as good as the first, you… Continue reading Deep Joy: Echoes of Eden

Evangelical Feast Days

December 13 is Taylor Swiftโ€™s birthday. I hate that I know that. Last year on December 13, I noticed a disturbing trend: evangelical pastors and professors simping for Tay Tay. On the surface, that almost seems understandable. Swift has made a global impact and changed the music industry. Swift has been on the same tier… Continue reading Evangelical Feast Days

On Quitting

โ€œI should just quit.โ€ Thatโ€™s what I thought to myself one morning months ago while driving home from a particularly discouraging jiu-jitsu training. I had been stuck on the bottom again with the air smashed out of me, I had missed takedowns, and got submitted over and over. โ€œIโ€™m not improving, and Iโ€™m going to… Continue reading On Quitting

Dementia

Authorโ€™s note: I am not sure why I have chosen to write this, except as a catharsis. I have no application, no lesson here. Only lament. If you like doleful essays, then read on. Perhaps you have had a similar experience. If so, please share in the comments. โ€œI think your dad has dementia,โ€ the… Continue reading Dementia

Sent: Missional Reflections for Advent, Christmas, and Epiphany

Cover art by Caleb J. Saenz Iโ€™m a man of tradition. I went to Texas A&M, and they have made a whole cult out of tradition. It makes me feel secure that I have the context of history behind me. If someone figured it out once, why reinvent the wheel? If such and such process… Continue reading Sent: Missional Reflections for Advent, Christmas, and Epiphany