Deep Joy: Echoes of Eden

Have you ever had a moment that seemed to transcend your current reality and circumstances and filled you up with so much weighty joy? The kind that if you try to recreate it when it's gone, like a junkie chasing a high, or that second bite of cake never as good as the first, you… Continue reading Deep Joy: Echoes of Eden

Evangelical Feast Days

December 13 is Taylor Swiftโ€™s birthday. I hate that I know that. Last year on December 13, I noticed a disturbing trend: evangelical pastors and professors simping for Tay Tay. On the surface, that almost seems understandable. Swift has made a global impact and changed the music industry. Swift has been on the same tier… Continue reading Evangelical Feast Days

On Quitting

โ€œI should just quit.โ€ Thatโ€™s what I thought to myself one morning months ago while driving home from a particularly discouraging jiu-jitsu training. I had been stuck on the bottom again with the air smashed out of me, I had missed takedowns, and got submitted over and over. โ€œIโ€™m not improving, and Iโ€™m going to… Continue reading On Quitting

Dementia

Authorโ€™s note: I am not sure why I have chosen to write this, except as a catharsis. I have no application, no lesson here. Only lament. If you like doleful essays, then read on. Perhaps you have had a similar experience. If so, please share in the comments. โ€œI think your dad has dementia,โ€ the… Continue reading Dementia

Sent: Missional Reflections for Advent, Christmas, and Epiphany

Cover art by Caleb J. Saenz Iโ€™m a man of tradition. I went to Texas A&M, and they have made a whole cult out of tradition. It makes me feel secure that I have the context of history behind me. If someone figured it out once, why reinvent the wheel? If such and such process… Continue reading Sent: Missional Reflections for Advent, Christmas, and Epiphany

Hesed When It Doesnโ€™t Feel Like It

The book of Nehemiah is a manual for those living in exile to contend for the future. As Godโ€™s people, we cannot do that without his hesed. Hesed is one of those tricky Hebrew words that have no direct equivalent in English. We translate it variously as โ€œunfailing love, loyal love, devotion, kindness, often based… Continue reading Hesed When It Doesnโ€™t Feel Like It

The Sleeping Church

I named my blog "Awake! Put on strength!" because I wanted to challenge others as I also challenged myself. For years I had been asleep, then Jesus changed my life and I started following him. The calling of my life is to know Jesus and help others know Jesus. I write to wake myself up… Continue reading The Sleeping Church

To the One Who Conquers

ยฉ Dario Bajurin/stock.adobe.com, and liberated from https://www.britannica.com/place/Pergamum To conquer:1: to gain or acquire by force of arms: subjugate (ex. conquer territory)2: to overcome by force of arms: vanquish (ex. conquered the enemy)3: to gain mastery over or win by overcoming obstacles or opposition (ex. conquered the mountain)4: to overcome by mental or moral power: surmount… Continue reading To the One Who Conquers

The Ephesus Dilemma: Fighting Well Without Losing Love

If The Well Community Church were to receive a letter from the Lord, I believe it would resemble the one addressed to the church in Ephesus in Revelation 2:1โ€“7. We care deeply about sound doctrine and contending for the faith, but this sometimes leads us toward hardness rather than softness. A member once mentioned visiting… Continue reading The Ephesus Dilemma: Fighting Well Without Losing Love